"Wishing It Was"

Beauty and grace is what touches me most 
Good time can put me in fear 
Always feel safe when things are bad 
So I cannot let you come near 
It seems that I thrive on the dark side of things 
I always feel alive when the death bell rings 
Now you have come and bring out the tears in me 
Pain never makes me cry, but happiness does 
It's so strange to watch my life go by 
Wishing it was 
Wishing it was more like a fantasy 
Where everyone surprises me 
Wishing it was 
This feeling won't last cause I cannot survive 
I tell you I've been here before 
When it's moving this fast 
It's a matter of time 
One of us walks out that door 
It seems that I thrive on the dark side of things 
I always feel alive when the death bell rings 
Now you come and you bring out the tears in me 
Give this some thought 
And I'm sure you will know 
This is the way it must be 
Emotions will rise, emotions will flow 
You bring out the tears in me 
It's so strange to watch your life walk and where everyday 
I've been burning the candle at both ends 
And lied the truth I can't pretend 
This is why I will not stay baby 
Just like that I'm on my way...

"Wishing It Was"

(feat. Eagle Eye Cherry)